Is this tru is there something in us that attract of to meaning guys??

i have dated a few and talked to a few but can never seem to find the right guy they always have some sort of prob or issue that i am force to deal with or look over because my stupid heart cares to much. i mean all my bestfriends are very lucky they all have boyfriends that love them and me i dont know. my last relationship lasted 4 about 3 weeks because he was pressuring me to have and i wasnt ready so i dump him so i been single ever since. i've learn to be by myself and make myself happy, but when i get to talking to my bestfriends and be around them and hear they convo about they love life i just wish i can have that moment. im the typed out of all the bunch the hopeless romantic give everyone advice try to help... love love love music and i dont kno im diff 4rm everybody seriously i problems and issue kinda shy and crazy mixed in. will i ever have that moment.? is there something in me that attracts s meaning guys??