How to get over my ex boyfriend? please help?!?

im fourteen years old (almost 15) going into 10th grade. i started dating this guy Todd the beginning of 8th grade. He was the BEST boyfriend ever. he would wait at the school doors before school started until i got there. i got lunch detention once and he stood in the bathroom until my lunch detention was over so i wouldn't have to walk to lunch alone. he called me right after school and we would talk until he had football practice and then he would call me after football practice and we would talk until we would get tired and we would fall asleep on the phone together. i told him secrets that not even my best friends knew. he would call me in the mornings on weekends before his football games because he couldnt go without hearing me say "i love you good luck". i had 23423424 of his sweat shirts, pj pants and t shirts and hats. we always used to do this thing "make a wish at 11:11 and he NEVER missed it. he made sure he ALWAYS called me for it. one time we got in a fight and he had to go to football practice so he hid his cell phone in his football helmet and talked to me at practice until we worked out the fight. my family fell head over heels for him, and so was i. my life at home was good, my relationship was todd was good, and my friends were good. my life was perfect. but then....we started getting attached to each other. his family was listening in on one of our fights and didnt like the cuss words i was using so from then on they had a grudge on me. one day his mom called my mom and told her that she will find a way to break us up. well summer came andddd his parents didnt let him see me. he snuck out once and came to my house. his family found out and that just made their opinion on me even worse. two days before my birthday, i got a text from him saying that he wanted to break up and if i loved him i would stop talking to him. so i did. i stopped texting him and i changed my facebook status to "single" and he read it and called me and had no idea what was going on. his mom then told him that she had been the one that had texted me and broke up with me as him. he is a very family strong kind of guy so when his mom and dad and told him that he couldnt date me anymore i guess he was tired of it and gave up. this was 11 months after dating. the rest of the summer we still had our late night phone calls and he still said he loved me and i was completely heart broken. 9 grade started and we had gym together. this is when things got messy.... i was still so in love with him. just seeing him made me cry. our lockers were right next to each other and he kept calling me telling me he loved me and then..he started asking to hang out and make out or send him "nics" and if i did this then he said he would date me again. i did for a couple of months until i realized he was using me. then one night after a football game it was homecoming dance and he came up to me and said that we should go to this park (it was night in the fall so it was pitch dark) instead of the homcoming dance. i went with him andddd we made out and he fingered me andd i gave him a hj and that was nothing knew. we did that when we dated. but then he wanted a bj and kept saying things like "if you love me youll do it" or "do it for me" sooooooo i did. and after that he didnt talk to me for 2 weeks. but when he finally did talk to me it was bc he wanted me to go over to his hosue when his parents wernt home and again, i did. we wereeee about to have but something told me it was a bad idea so i didnt. he didnt talk to me for a month after that. then when he did talk to me again it was bc he wanted to makeout. i made out with him and he told me he wanted to start over and date again after we worked things out. later that night he texted me and said "just kidding, its not gonna work". teachers were hearing rumors at school so they made it so me and todd had no cles or anything together and my sister made me promise her i wouldnt talk to him any more. so i stopped talking to him. some months later(june) at our formal dance at the end of the year he slow danced with one of my "friends" and i started crying and ran out. a couple nights later he texted me asking me why i was crying and i told him and he said he was sorry and that i loved me and missed me. he kept calling me and said he wanted to be friends. i thought that he was being sincere but then he started asking for nics again. i sent him one and realized that huge mistake. now he texts me sometimes just saying "lets have " or "i wanna f*** you" but today i started crying and texted todd that i miss him. he called me and said he wants to see me tonight that he loves me and misses me. then of course he asked for a nic. i said no and he begged and said he loved me but then hung out and is now texting me asking me to send him it. im not going to...but he has my heart and i cant stop crying